Iam sad bcoz...........

Iam sad today not because they failed to understand my notions,
Not bcoz they didnt live upto my expectations,
Not bcoz they couldnt peep into the truthfulness of my heart,
Not bcoz they couldnt comprehend my silence,
Not bcoz they were too ruthless and harsh,

But Iam sad bcoz I was unable to justify the words echoed by my silence,
Iam sad bcoz my expectations hightened,
Were surely meant to be condemned,
Iam sad bcoz my heart could not converse with theirs,
Iam sad bcoz I was incapable to handle the harshness this world declares.
Iam sad bcoz I just feel powerless to blame others,
Iam sad bcoz its all my fault.

It was my fault that I was running after the hollow worldly desires,
It was my fault that I was engrossed in illusive exalt,
It was my fault that I had lost the glorious divine path,
It was my fault that I had longed to catch the worthless pleasures.

Iam sad bcoz its all my fault,
Iam sad bcoz it was me perpetually at fault.